I sometimes during my days think about our little
white cottage, and how the gardens might be coping these days… and is it sunny over there, and
are light-filled mornings letting the birds out, and has Winter the cat been
visiting the gardens, and can one still go out in the front porch around
2:00pm when the sun is warming up the earth the strongest and sit out there,
and would the yellow school bus go up the hill half emptied half full, and the children... would they turn their heads to the left and look down the hill looking for me sitting
there?
Days here are cold and quiet, and the
garden is a most solitary place. Old
birds have fleet and the doves are not the common dwellers anymore, and my
heart is searching for excuses to go out into this garden and search among low branches for forgotten nests and broken twigs, but these old bones seek the warmth of the hearth as
birds themselves seek the sun, and would not stand more than half a dream
outside. And on the West, blue
mountain tops are shrouded in fine white coats, and the streets are not like
those hilly country roads up the hill at the little white cottage, and you'd sit down and look outside the large
windows from the upper floors and make yourself believe that this shall past soon, and that the sun will return to the land of your heart soon, and again, I’m one with my
dreams, until my dreams become me.
Then, on November 16, just the day before
we headed off to FL for an early Thanksgiving with our parents, our painter,
Gary, came back to finalize the last details… like retouch the paint, painting what he hadn’t
painted, or forgotten to paint, and remove paint where paint was not supposed to be, and reinstalling all the hardware in doors,
ceilings, as well as putting up all the curtain rods in the upper floors and so on.
This guy Gary had such complicated life. He was into something big with the law/court (he finally confessed to me) and had so much going on with his personal life, that only took him 16 days to finished up a job that was
supposed to be completed in a week, for the most.
Had I known this aforehand, I’d had never paid him in full right off as I did, before he finished. I tell you, life is a classroom,
indeed.
We came back home from FL that Wednesday, and on Thanksgiving day the following day we didn’t go anywhere. Instead, we worked in the house from sun to sun finishing up several
projects we had left unfinished… like installing all those window rods and putting up all the curtains in our new 'sitting' area, next to the kitchen.
I'm using here the same panels we have in the dining room. I'm totally in love with these panels, and only wish I could have bought more of them, instead of all the whites I got.
I love how this space turned out. When we lived here before this space was our
dining room, but it always felt crowded, and small to me, and I never liked
that our big, square table took almost all the space. I wanted to do things differently this time,
and thus decided to make this space into a green-house-sitting area of sorts. The armchair is part of the furniture in the
family room, and I love the flow it establishes in this open space, as it echoes
the furniture in the family room with its camel undertones and the patterned black
and white details.
I also filled this space with all the amount of potted plants it could take, because I love plants and because houseplants add the
perfect amount of natural character to any space, even in this urban little sitting room.
Green plants function as a unique and
balanced centerpieces.
And of course, ferns and houseplants have to have some fairylights twinkling on then!
Now that we're not using the blinds any more sunshine streams in almost all day long through those windows, and the northern rooms are now bright and full of life. Plants love it and I love it too.
We later brought in one of the large mirrors and installed it in this wall by the armchair.... it gives the room a sense of amplitude.
And after everything was done here, we went to work on the garage... to unpack all those boxes and boxes of mirrors and artwork we still had there. Oh
friends, I can hardly believe the number of mirrors I own! How in the world was I ever able to hung this
many mirrors, pics, artwork and frames on those walls in our little white cottage, it
truly escapes my imagination!
As one may expect, more boxes of things were sent to
the Goodwill, more precious treasures given away. For some, I just had to close my eyes and
pretended I never had them, for others I was practically forced to give them away. You see, the Fisherman is a minimalist, and
does not support my primitive gathering instincts. So I had to pretend I did not needed any of these things before I could parted from them... in a way, oh yes, I'd have to thank the Fisherman after all. I know I'd surely be a hoarder otherwise.
These days, however, for some reason my spirit is turning into the minimalist that my husband is, and I too feel that my life is heading towards
“less-less-less is better”. It does make you feel free, getting rid of all things you don't need anymore, or want anymore, and I feel I should go even further into this practice and deepens the decluttering in my life. The garden is next. I've brought so many things from the little white cottage that should be put in the trash... so yes, the garden must come next...
For now, I'm enjoying decorating this old
house in the roses the way I envision. Strange, how one changes styles
with the flow of life. I remember how different my decorating style used
to be not too long ago from what I love today. But I guess it is like that in every other aspect in life. We should learn to love and accept who we are,
or become as time and circumstances change us. Life is a series of natural and spontaneous
changes. Don't resist them; that only creates sorrow. Let reality be reality.
Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like.” Lao Tzu.
Your decor changes have not gone unnoticed. -smile- The way your style has changed, during the last 4 years. And come full-circle, in these choices, for your new/old home.
ReplyDeleteIf I am to speak truly, I rather miss many of the old pink, sparkly, soft, more fru-fru, wafting lace, etc., etc., etc. aspects. But if I miss them, I can always go back to your original blog...
Thankfully, we all change! I'd not want less, for anyone else. Personally, I'd not want to be "set in amber." Why would anyone else?
Here, I am more able to discard, than my husband is. It seems well, that people marry their opposites, on such matters. If not, they might live in a room, with just 2 chairs and a table. Or live in a home, so full, that no one could walk through it. ,-))))
Happy Full Long Night's Moon tonight!
Luna Crone
Your first paragraph... -smile- Me'thinks you really are still reeling in your soul.
ReplyDeleteWisps of it, are still lingering over the little white cottage. Like mist... Floating about in the garden... And caressing the still blooming flowers... Looking for Winter... Just not completely ready... To fly North.
Be kind to these wisps of your soul. Reel them in gently. Letting them linger here and there. Until they are fully ready to come. -smile-
And when they do arrive, you will welcome them with open arms. Knowing that both you and your soul, are ready to fully embrace this lovely new chapter in your life.
Wispy hugs,
Luna Crone
I love your words... they're the sound of magic in my ears... because, that's exactly how it is, and these words open up my eyes, and let made me see how things truly are... and I can certainly see my soul lingering... floating about the little white cottage like light, smoky wisps of magic... about the garden and woods and up the hill in the neighborhood and among the roses and and and...
DeleteTHANK YOU!
Cielo
"And when they do arrive, you will welcome them with open arms. Knowing that both you and your soul, are ready to fully embrace this lovely new chapter in your life"... oh I will know that moment... I will I will....
DeleteCielo
(Will I ever stop...????)
ReplyDeleteLove the soft Background on your outer blog today.
That's all.
I will go now.
:-))))
I think we all change over time. All for different reasons. Our tastes in things take a sharp turn here and there. I think you have to experiment with how you like things and then go from there to decide if you want to keep them. I love how you have decorated your sitting room.
ReplyDeleteI am a plant hoarder. I have plants everywhere. I feel more at home if I can look around and see them. They make me happy. A lot of the plants go outside in the Summer months where I enjoy them there, but I always have plenty inside too.
(-: I love the little lights on plants as well! I also love the little candles with timers. I like to put them in places too. I can't wait to see what you do next! Enjoy your day!!!
Me too me too! I love plants, and it seems that I'm craving more and more of it lately... it must be these cold, gray days without a garden; without a leaf... it must be that!
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Cielo
I love the look of your sitting area, dear Cielo. I do not have your talent for decorating. I tend to not think ahead and all becomes a modge podge. (Plus, I have
ReplyDeletetoo much stuff). Your words and photos bring me happiness. Rosemary
Thank you dear Rosemary... it makes me happy to know that my little world makes you happy... we're all holding hands in this world; be it in this cosmos of the Internet, as well as in our real one...
DeleteHugs and blessings to you...
Cielo
Every thing is coming along so beautifully! The sitting area is peaceful and calming. I'm glad you found the room for it. You have such wonderful talent in the decorating sense. Things I would never dream of. Reading your blog is like snuggling in my chair with a copy of House Beautiful, and pouring over every detail in every room.
ReplyDeleteAww, how lovely! Thank you, dear Judy! And thank you for coming by and reading 'my little life'... like the pages of a magazine. Love it!
DeleteHugs to you!
Cielo